Hide and Seek

okay this post isn't necessarily for others to read, but more of a motivational writing to myself. Please feel free to read though!! For the record, I have never said I was fat, just a little fluffy. I have been playing hide and seek with my pre pregnancy body now for about a year. It sucks! Daxon will be two next week and its not back yet. I told myself to give it a year, which in my opinion is playing it very safe!! It should not take a year. sigh. well it did. The week he turned one I hit it!!! Pre preggo weight that it is!! Now most of you are thinking, oh come on you hit the weight, you are done!! not so. Your body changes soooo much during pregnancy and although you weigh what you did before the bump appeared, things just aren't in the same places they used to be. Know what I mean? For those of you who have had children, you know what I am talking about. C-sections are not flattering to the figure! That flap as I call it is always going to be there, no more flat stomach. Its gone. Its never coming back. So get over it! Well i am trying and its hard.
Yes I want another baby eventually but I have got to get back in shape first or i will be in for a real shock! I am trying. I run/walk about 10 miles a week. I try to go when Daxon is at school, which is only twice a week. I have to wait until Jeremy gets a day off to run for the third time in a week. Three times a week is enough, right? i sure hope so! Its almost a little embarrassing taking about my measly 10 miles a week when several of my fellow bloggers are running marathons! Which by the way I am so proud of you all! What a fantastic accomplishment!! I hope to one day do the same!
Must keep moving!!!!